Thursday, March 3, 2011

Oh New Yorker! :)) @ 4:59 PM

Grabe, i did a very unbelievable job today. i acted as Kikay/Francesca for PHILIEN for extra credit of 50pts. It's worth it though it was tiring and very head-aching job. haha.

There was neither preparation no rehearsals in my part so, i kinda make "kapa" the stage on how should i act.

At first, I made a very "makapal" face just to act to the top of my ability on acting. haha.

Anyway, overall, i think Ms. Nicole (our prof) liked it. Haha.

So yea, I am leaving later. 6am flight. I am kinda scared but I will be guided by God. He will protect me, i know. I think my dearest brother will be surprised obviously. he doesn't know, NO IDEA AT ALL, that i am coming over. haha. I am picturing out his reaction later haha.

So yea, I'm planning to cut my PE class, because i am so tired anyway midterm's over. nothing much to do i guess. they're going to learn salsa, and i'm going to learn it next week.

I'M TURNING 19!!! o. m. g.!!


ok. bye.
i'm still trying to figure out what to buy for them.

Loves from my heart.
♥ara

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

March na! @ 5:11 PM

heya ! March na.

Malapit na ang aking kaarawan you know :) any plans of buying gifts for me? haha.

Okay so. Plano ko pumunta ng Singapore this coming Friday, tapos babalik ako ng Sunday afternoon. Weekend vacation lang no. haha.

by the way. my colrend prof graded our paintings na. I got 4.0 for my best still life apple. haha. and 3.0 for my abstract and landscape paintings. I have to make a portrait painting for my midterms naman. hay. ang mahal ng canvas! tsk! :(

Nag exam din kami sa PHILIEN. Oh My Goodness! I feel so good for my exam. feeling ko, kaya ko to! haha. I got my Summer EAF na rin. guess what? monday to saturday means OUCH! :(

I bought a new pair of contacts nanaman. hahahaha... contact freak ako no haha. ang tanong koo lang, pwede kaya mag contacts sa plane? :))

Oh well. I feel so light. haha. I am quite excited to see my family din naman. Honestly, I miss them na rin. Kahit ba i am so pissed kapag palagi nalang ako chine-check. Wala e, family means family. I still miss them. Syempre, wala akong family dito e, pero i feel good being independent din, kasi, i have been with them ever since EVER! haha.

Sige na, baka midterms din namin sa PROFES1.. sana hindi :(

Friday, February 25, 2011

i love FRIDAYS! ♥ @ 10:38 AM

Well.. i will be spending my "friday" day doing some business online. I will make asikaso OUR shop to earn naman :)

Mag one year na ang shop namin, hindi naman lumalago. stop kasi kami ng stop ee. busy kasi sa school and work. hirap tuloy i-pursue. Anyway, wala lang... wala ako ma-post. natatamad kasi ako. I want to sleep pa. ang aga ko naman nagising :\

Sige, later na lang kapag naalala ko. nothing much to say, always shop-stuff  ♪♫♪♫♪

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Last thursday of february! :) @ 4:39 PM

Well.. i have 3 transactions for my online shop today. Also, I finished my class na. one pe to go.

I won't be blogging much kasi, I am quite tired. gotta go now.

medyo masaya lang kasi i feel so good na, i think yesterday's post was nonsense na today :) isn't it great? ;p

anyway, i will have my midterm pe today. sana pumasa ako. gotta study na rin for my midterms next week. so yea. bye!

i'm so excited. thursdays are always a big smile for me. hopefully, today still.

Good Luck!

♥♥♥

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The Grip. Oh, let me blog. @ 11:10 PM

A personal note from me, no, a blog. I don't know how to start. Things come so sudden and it sometimes hurts na. I feel so ashamed of myself. I can't say so much. I don't know if this is right or wrong. I just want this, this!

Okay. Calming down.....

I feel so bad of this. I want to explain, express my mind explosion. I want to burst it to everything, everyone, anything! Am i wrong or i'm just so stubborn?

Things get bad when I don't shut my mouth. I feel miserable now, for saying something making things so unexpectedly unhealthy. Sorry. The word I couldn't realize what the meaning is. It's hard to show myself so sorry for things i have just done.

Should I lose the grip i don't know is so tight? The grip.

I didn't realize until now, until I wanted to try but I couldn't. If i loosen it, the "gripped" might break out. It's hard to do it. So just hard. Please don't.

I want to show you my heart so generously pumping so much blood, it is just so red.. Hayy. I want to cry, no, dissemble! If that is even a word. I want to climb the mountains to reach relaxation from the air, but the hike is quite difficult to take. I couldn't give up. I want to pursue it, to feel the air up there..

I may loosen it for a while but it may still happen as time goes by. Am I bringing the grip away from the nature? away from happiness you HAD before? Am i doing it too early? or am i just obsessed?

Oh God, I need Your guidance. Please let me know the real thing to do as my first step. Please help me through this. You are my only Secret Diary, I couldn't tell things but to You. I thank You.

well, I'm sorry please forgive me. :(

____________
Kinaya man ang hirap, sana huwag sumuko sa unos, at huwag kumalas sa bagong bukas. :((

Sad night.

the continuation of the previous. @ 7:28 PM

Hi! I just came back from school.

well basically, i logged into my facebook online shop before blogging.

I will be going out ng 3pm to meet my boyfriend kasi gagala kami! =)

I am very upset kahapon kaya i couldn't think straight kaya hindi ko matapos yung blog ko. I wanted to say pa kasi na I am so not good at PAINTING talaga!! i will show you what my COLREND paintings look like now haha.

Also, our midterms are coming. Ang bilis ng panahon. Di ko feel midterms na, parang kaka-start palang kasi. bilis no? kayo ba ramdam nyo?


__________________
7:25pm today:

I came back from my nstp class. goodness! next week's midterms! oh my!

i gotta study for my midterms and do some editing etc. soooooo hassle (A BIT!)


So, yea. masayang gala kanina. i have my new contact lens nanaman, GRAY! :) nakakainis lang sa contacts ko, hindi sya halata sakin bakit ganon.. feeling ko walang saysay :( nakakainis talaga. pero i love wearing it. feeling ko ang ganda ko. hahaha. K.A.P.A.L.!

Oh sya. mag-aaral muna ako.. i-uupdate ko din multiply pictures ko e. para naman makita nila ako sa picture. balak ko narin gumawa ulit ng facebook, this time only for school purposes and share na kami ni Jaybe.. ♥

Study time! Babooo!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Just some thoughts to share ♥ @ 10:47 PM

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Oh New Yorker! :)) @ 4:59 PM

Grabe, i did a very unbelievable job today. i acted as Kikay/Francesca for PHILIEN for extra credit of 50pts. It's worth it though it was tiring and very head-aching job. haha.

There was neither preparation no rehearsals in my part so, i kinda make "kapa" the stage on how should i act.

At first, I made a very "makapal" face just to act to the top of my ability on acting. haha.

Anyway, overall, i think Ms. Nicole (our prof) liked it. Haha.

So yea, I am leaving later. 6am flight. I am kinda scared but I will be guided by God. He will protect me, i know. I think my dearest brother will be surprised obviously. he doesn't know, NO IDEA AT ALL, that i am coming over. haha. I am picturing out his reaction later haha.

So yea, I'm planning to cut my PE class, because i am so tired anyway midterm's over. nothing much to do i guess. they're going to learn salsa, and i'm going to learn it next week.

I'M TURNING 19!!! o. m. g.!!


ok. bye.
i'm still trying to figure out what to buy for them.

Loves from my heart.
♥ara

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

March na! @ 5:11 PM

heya ! March na.

Malapit na ang aking kaarawan you know :) any plans of buying gifts for me? haha.

Okay so. Plano ko pumunta ng Singapore this coming Friday, tapos babalik ako ng Sunday afternoon. Weekend vacation lang no. haha.

by the way. my colrend prof graded our paintings na. I got 4.0 for my best still life apple. haha. and 3.0 for my abstract and landscape paintings. I have to make a portrait painting for my midterms naman. hay. ang mahal ng canvas! tsk! :(

Nag exam din kami sa PHILIEN. Oh My Goodness! I feel so good for my exam. feeling ko, kaya ko to! haha. I got my Summer EAF na rin. guess what? monday to saturday means OUCH! :(

I bought a new pair of contacts nanaman. hahahaha... contact freak ako no haha. ang tanong koo lang, pwede kaya mag contacts sa plane? :))

Oh well. I feel so light. haha. I am quite excited to see my family din naman. Honestly, I miss them na rin. Kahit ba i am so pissed kapag palagi nalang ako chine-check. Wala e, family means family. I still miss them. Syempre, wala akong family dito e, pero i feel good being independent din, kasi, i have been with them ever since EVER! haha.

Sige na, baka midterms din namin sa PROFES1.. sana hindi :(

Friday, February 25, 2011

i love FRIDAYS! ♥ @ 10:38 AM

Well.. i will be spending my "friday" day doing some business online. I will make asikaso OUR shop to earn naman :)

Mag one year na ang shop namin, hindi naman lumalago. stop kasi kami ng stop ee. busy kasi sa school and work. hirap tuloy i-pursue. Anyway, wala lang... wala ako ma-post. natatamad kasi ako. I want to sleep pa. ang aga ko naman nagising :\

Sige, later na lang kapag naalala ko. nothing much to say, always shop-stuff  ♪♫♪♫♪

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Last thursday of february! :) @ 4:39 PM

Well.. i have 3 transactions for my online shop today. Also, I finished my class na. one pe to go.

I won't be blogging much kasi, I am quite tired. gotta go now.

medyo masaya lang kasi i feel so good na, i think yesterday's post was nonsense na today :) isn't it great? ;p

anyway, i will have my midterm pe today. sana pumasa ako. gotta study na rin for my midterms next week. so yea. bye!

i'm so excited. thursdays are always a big smile for me. hopefully, today still.

Good Luck!

♥♥♥

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The Grip. Oh, let me blog. @ 11:10 PM

A personal note from me, no, a blog. I don't know how to start. Things come so sudden and it sometimes hurts na. I feel so ashamed of myself. I can't say so much. I don't know if this is right or wrong. I just want this, this!

Okay. Calming down.....

I feel so bad of this. I want to explain, express my mind explosion. I want to burst it to everything, everyone, anything! Am i wrong or i'm just so stubborn?

Things get bad when I don't shut my mouth. I feel miserable now, for saying something making things so unexpectedly unhealthy. Sorry. The word I couldn't realize what the meaning is. It's hard to show myself so sorry for things i have just done.

Should I lose the grip i don't know is so tight? The grip.

I didn't realize until now, until I wanted to try but I couldn't. If i loosen it, the "gripped" might break out. It's hard to do it. So just hard. Please don't.

I want to show you my heart so generously pumping so much blood, it is just so red.. Hayy. I want to cry, no, dissemble! If that is even a word. I want to climb the mountains to reach relaxation from the air, but the hike is quite difficult to take. I couldn't give up. I want to pursue it, to feel the air up there..

I may loosen it for a while but it may still happen as time goes by. Am I bringing the grip away from the nature? away from happiness you HAD before? Am i doing it too early? or am i just obsessed?

Oh God, I need Your guidance. Please let me know the real thing to do as my first step. Please help me through this. You are my only Secret Diary, I couldn't tell things but to You. I thank You.

well, I'm sorry please forgive me. :(

____________
Kinaya man ang hirap, sana huwag sumuko sa unos, at huwag kumalas sa bagong bukas. :((

Sad night.

the continuation of the previous. @ 7:28 PM

Hi! I just came back from school.

well basically, i logged into my facebook online shop before blogging.

I will be going out ng 3pm to meet my boyfriend kasi gagala kami! =)

I am very upset kahapon kaya i couldn't think straight kaya hindi ko matapos yung blog ko. I wanted to say pa kasi na I am so not good at PAINTING talaga!! i will show you what my COLREND paintings look like now haha.

Also, our midterms are coming. Ang bilis ng panahon. Di ko feel midterms na, parang kaka-start palang kasi. bilis no? kayo ba ramdam nyo?


__________________
7:25pm today:

I came back from my nstp class. goodness! next week's midterms! oh my!

i gotta study for my midterms and do some editing etc. soooooo hassle (A BIT!)


So, yea. masayang gala kanina. i have my new contact lens nanaman, GRAY! :) nakakainis lang sa contacts ko, hindi sya halata sakin bakit ganon.. feeling ko walang saysay :( nakakainis talaga. pero i love wearing it. feeling ko ang ganda ko. hahaha. K.A.P.A.L.!

Oh sya. mag-aaral muna ako.. i-uupdate ko din multiply pictures ko e. para naman makita nila ako sa picture. balak ko narin gumawa ulit ng facebook, this time only for school purposes and share na kami ni Jaybe.. ♥

Study time! Babooo!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Just some thoughts to share ♥ @ 10:47 PM