Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last Day of Year 2009. Bye my bitter 2009 :) @ 1:26 PM

Wow.. it's the last day of the year, 2009... Everyone's reminiscing their 2009 and so will i. :)

2009 didn't favor me so much. I had my DOWNS for months, the beginning wasn't that great... i had cried so much this year but the thing is, at the end of all the cries i had before, is a Colorful Smile i will be wearing for the first day of 2010 because i will be leaving my 2009 smiling.

I graduated High School and settled my college in The Philippines, taking up the course i want, and now open to everything :)

I've learned a lot and became more matured this year, i can feel it. I think i became more matured because i finally realized and learned from my mistakes and everything...

Once in a while, i thought of just failing and don't bother about life, die and get rotten along the hi-way. hahahaha... eew. :|
BUT then, i realized, why must i get affected by the people who don't even have social skills and only focuses on academic stuff that, if you don't know how to adjust to the people and environment, you may tend to FAIL TOO, even if you are freaking smart in school!

Yes, bitter i am. Why? Because of my bitter experience this year. Let's say i have a friend, whom I THOUGHT IS REALLY A FRIEND but NOT!! I say this because, this friend of mine is the person i am always with this year, i treat her as a friend and i think she does treat me as her friend either BUT when it comes to academic and school stuff, she tells me straight to the face "haha dumbass!" ... she thinks everything's just a joke but NOT!. She doesn't even say "just kiddin'" she just calls me dumbass every time i ask her... I have to bear with her, let her shout at me giving her a straight face :|
She just think i'm not smart. She will really tell me that. "i don't think you can do this, your brain doesn't even have anything" and then she'll "hahahaha!!" :(
Is that funny? If she's my friend she'll know when to joke around and when to get serious with life...

Also, being a different nationality from them, i felt how to be ALONE and SAD and OUT!!! :( BITTER 2009 huh? grrr!

WELL, NOW.. I will leave those unforgettable BAD EXPERIENCES in 2009, and go on with my life... 2009 never favored me, as i said earlier. it just taught me how to cry...


So, I will start my 2010 HAPPILY AND CHEERFULLY! :)
GOODBYE 2009! GOODBYE TEARS!
HELLO TO A NEW BEGINNING!!! mwah! Ü

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last Day of Year 2009. Bye my bitter 2009 :) @ 1:26 PM

Wow.. it's the last day of the year, 2009... Everyone's reminiscing their 2009 and so will i. :)

2009 didn't favor me so much. I had my DOWNS for months, the beginning wasn't that great... i had cried so much this year but the thing is, at the end of all the cries i had before, is a Colorful Smile i will be wearing for the first day of 2010 because i will be leaving my 2009 smiling.

I graduated High School and settled my college in The Philippines, taking up the course i want, and now open to everything :)

I've learned a lot and became more matured this year, i can feel it. I think i became more matured because i finally realized and learned from my mistakes and everything...

Once in a while, i thought of just failing and don't bother about life, die and get rotten along the hi-way. hahahaha... eew. :|
BUT then, i realized, why must i get affected by the people who don't even have social skills and only focuses on academic stuff that, if you don't know how to adjust to the people and environment, you may tend to FAIL TOO, even if you are freaking smart in school!

Yes, bitter i am. Why? Because of my bitter experience this year. Let's say i have a friend, whom I THOUGHT IS REALLY A FRIEND but NOT!! I say this because, this friend of mine is the person i am always with this year, i treat her as a friend and i think she does treat me as her friend either BUT when it comes to academic and school stuff, she tells me straight to the face "haha dumbass!" ... she thinks everything's just a joke but NOT!. She doesn't even say "just kiddin'" she just calls me dumbass every time i ask her... I have to bear with her, let her shout at me giving her a straight face :|
She just think i'm not smart. She will really tell me that. "i don't think you can do this, your brain doesn't even have anything" and then she'll "hahahaha!!" :(
Is that funny? If she's my friend she'll know when to joke around and when to get serious with life...

Also, being a different nationality from them, i felt how to be ALONE and SAD and OUT!!! :( BITTER 2009 huh? grrr!

WELL, NOW.. I will leave those unforgettable BAD EXPERIENCES in 2009, and go on with my life... 2009 never favored me, as i said earlier. it just taught me how to cry...


So, I will start my 2010 HAPPILY AND CHEERFULLY! :)
GOODBYE 2009! GOODBYE TEARS!
HELLO TO A NEW BEGINNING!!! mwah! Ü